THE MAY 1998 PRIVATE MESSAGES OF JESUS AND MARY TO THE SILENT VOICE
Song: Hail Mary THE MYSTERIOUS TEACHER SHARING THE MESSAGES The Virgin Mary - "Why my son, why do you not write anymore? Do you not believe? Why do you resist the voice that speaks within you?" The silent voice - "I do not know what to believe anymore. The voice is no longer distinct. It is as if it is part of me, having become one with me. How do I know if it is the voice or my own thoughts?" The Virgin Mary - "Judge by the fruits my son. Are you intelligent enough to originate the knowledge of the mysteries which have been revealed to you? Can you not recognize the inspirations when you hear them? Who do you think revealed to you that the fullness of God dwelled within me while I rejoice in carrying the Lord? Where you not once more overwhelmed by this knowledge that suddenly descended upon you by the grace of God?" "I have told you that you would [have a call to answer] My Son has revealed this to you. Why do you doubt? You have received knowledge by the grace of the Father that no other saints have ever received. You are the first to perceive the Trinity of God in such clarity as no one on earth has ever perceived it, not even myself. You have experienced an understanding that I have not enjoyed [while on earth] from all the Divine blessings that I have received. You have been chosen by God for a purpose that approaches. I know how you feel, the fact that [so many] years have elapsed. But is it not true that only recently, on February 7, 1998, that you have finally perceived what was revealed to you on February 22, 1972?" "Many things were revealed to you over the years but you have never perceived their full depthness. In time, all will become clear as you need to know and continue to serve. Write my son. Write every day. Write what is revealed to you so others may learn from you in the future. Obey the Lord your God by submitting yourself to Him." "My grace is with you, the grace of the Lord that has been given to me to distribute to those who are dear to me." The silent voice - "How do I know all this is true?" The Virgin Mary - "Your heart speaks to you. Do you not feel the burning love of Jesus within you, a fire that never ends, rapidly growing? The burning love of my Son draws you to want so much to serve Him. At this time, [it is not meant]. But there is nothing to prevent you from writing His truths to enlighten others. You cannot withdraw your services, your submission. I know you! You have the new spirit within you, the spirit that never dies. You can feel it in every bone of your body. The Spirit of the Lord draws you to Him, transforming the new spirit of your new birth, your spirit that has been reborn." "Mankind has failed to perceive the [exact meaning of the] rebirth of the spirit. Those who do not have the reborn spirit will surely die, body and spirit, until the resurrection. They have little hope of eternal life. Through the power of the Holy Spirit, the new spirit is what give life to the soul, ensuring its Heavenly march after physical death. This truth is in the Bible, the Holy Words of my Son. You have written about it and you were asked the source of your writings. Rather than accepting the Word as the truth, they asked who the original writer was. The Lord has unfolded your eyes so you would perceive the spiritual meaning of His Word. This is a blessing my son. In your heart, you know the truth. Do not resist it. Walk in the light and let the Lord continue to guide you in His way as He has taught you over the years. Do not be overly concerned about learning man's teachings, their doctrines, their interpretations. Your Teacher is my Son. He is the truth, the way and the light. Go to Him and write what He tell you. I am with you always." [1998 May 5; 11:30 PM] I AM THE IMMACULATE HEART OF MARY The Virgin Mary - "My son, my heart rejoices when I see you write. You are opening the channel of communication, allowing the Holy Spirit to freely flow through you. I have much to tell you but all in its time." "I am indeed the Immaculate Heart, my soul always having been free of any tarnish. Within me dwelled the fullness of God, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. In order for me to carry the Lord Jesus, I had to be and was Immaculate in soul, spirit and body, in thoughts, words and actions. Our Lord could not dwell in His fullness in any less. Through the grace of the Heavenly Father, I was born without a trace of sin." "My life on earth was much difficult, especially before I carried the Lord. In my innocence and immaculate state, I had to live in a world that was infected with sin. By this, I mean the sin that corrupted the physical world, over and above the actions of men. Many times I was hurt when I saw the wrongs that were done, not being able to perceive how the people could live as they did. I did not realize the nature of my calling until the angel revealed to me that I would be the mother of the Lord. This suffering was a preparation for what was to come through the grace of the Heavenly Father - the birth of the Lord Jesus, my Son, your Lord and your God." "My Immaculate Heart did not protect me from the evils around me. Sharing in the Divine love of the Lord, I felt compassion for the sinners, their blindness, their vile ways, wishing I could open their eyes to the truth. My heart burned with a desire to reach out to all and transform them from their ways. I pained greatly when I saw mankind's desire towards pleasures and wealth rather than spiritual growth." "I knew [enjoyed] what they did not have, having tasted the ongoing love of God, wanting to share it with all who would open their hearts to me. To this day, I continue to make this offer, blessing those who will turn to me with God's love, leading them to my beloved Son. The secret to my Immaculate Heart lays in the fact that I had to be free of sin for the fullness of God to dwell within me, that I may be the bearer of His incarnation. Few realize this truth. Since the fullness of God was in Christ, is it not true as the Child bearer of the Man-God, within me dwelled the fullness of God? No one else has ever or ever will enjoy this Divine blessing to the extent that I have enjoyed it physically!" "This is enough for tonight my son. Contemplate on this truth. More will be said next time. May the blessings of the Lord always be with you as you continue to walk in His grace." [1998 May 6; 11:04 PM] PREPARING A SPIRITUAL DIRECTOR The Virgin Mary - "Write my son. Write what I am about to tell you. You have a purpose even though you cannot see it at this time. You are an example of faith to [your spiritual director... ]. He will want a sign. He had a sign through the power of the Holy Spirit by his own words." "When you first met him, he himself [spoke many times words that were told to you many years ago.] "He did not know what he was truly saying. His words confirmed my Son calling you on February 22, 1972. Father did not know that you had written this [many] years ago. When Father reads the messages of 1972, his eyes will be opened about many things. He will understand you better, knowing where you are coming from and where you are heading. At present, [.... he is being prudent]. This will change in the near future. His faith is being firmly established." 1998 May 9; 12:15 PM FEED MY SHEEP The Lord Jesus - "What a great responsibility My priests have towards My lambs. They fail to perceive their frailty. They wait for My sheep to come to them rather than going forward to My sheep. Call my sheep and they will come forward. Ignore them and they will fade away, blending in the darkness. Then, you will be made accountable for having neglected your priestly duties. Where does my child go if he is sent to the Priest and he neglects him? How sad their situations are? If only they could see the consequences of their neglect!" 1998 May 9; 12:15 PM CHOSEN BEFORE CREATION The Heavenly Father - "I Who am have chosen you My son, My creation, before the world was created. I have revealed Myself to you, revealing My Godhead, My Son and the Holy Spirit. As I am in the Son, I am in the Holy Spirit. As My Son is in Me, so is the Holy Spirit. We are Three, but yet We are One, as you know. Yes, as you know! Who is to question the truthfulness of what I have revealed to you? No one at this time! Your work, My work, will go ahead for My glory. The proclamation shall be made. The Holy Name of My Son shall be honoured alongside with the Immaculate Heart of the Virgin Mary, His [Holy Name] and My earthly and Heavenly Mother and Queen." [This was followed by a comment that was given to the spiritual director] 1998 May 9; 12:15 PM THE HOLY NAME OF JESUS The Virgin Mary - "You asked how the greatest Feast of Jesus can be the Holy Name of Jesus? The Holy Name of my Son is the greatest of all Feasts beyond any doubt! This is based on His Supreme Authority! My Son, the Lord Jesus Christ, is God. He is the King of kings. All in Heaven, on earth and below the earth will bow before Him in recognition of the greatness of His Holy Name." "His Holy Name represents His Divinity. His Resurrection is not the greatest Feast of Jesus! The Resurrection confirms His Divinity, recognizing my Son, the Lord Jesus as God. The Resurrection confirms life after death and eternal life to those who are worthy of such a grace in the sonship of God. If the Supreme Authority did not exist in the Holy Name of Jesus, the Resurrection would not have taken place." "All Authority was given to my Son by the Heavenly Father. Through the power of His Holy Name, He laid down His life and raised His body at the Resurrection. Without the Supreme Authority of the Holy Name, there would have been no Resurrection. All power belongs to my beloved Son. What you have been told in 1972 is the truth. You have been called to [commemorate] the Feast of the Dedication of the Holy Church. In due time, you will be guided to do what you must do so the Holy Name of my Son will be recognized throughout the Catholic Church." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.] THE DEDICATION OF THE HOLY CHURCH The Virgin Mary - "My son, [Do not doubt your calling. It is from God and the Church will recognize it.] My Son would choose no less than [a Catholic] for this mission within the Catholic Church. He has chosen you. You have believed persistently. You have maintained your faith. You have prayed for guidance to fulfill the Will of the Heavenly Father regarding this mission. [Many a times you have participated at the Holy Mass, commemorating the Dedication of the Holy Church.] You were the first and this will never be forgotten. When the Church learns the importance of the Feast of the Dedication of the Holy Church, it will recognize how blessed you have been by the Lord. Do not let anyone deter you from your faith and your walk. The Holy Spirit is with you, guiding you in this great mystery." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.] THE GREATNESS OF THE MARIAN FEASTS The Virgin Mary - "Yes, many events in your life have touched my Feasts, that of my Immaculate Heart, Our Lady of Fatima, my Immaculate Conception (Our Lady of Lourdes), the Rosary, the Scapular, and other areas that you have not realized as of yet. You are marked by my seal. The greatest of these Feasts is my Immaculate Heart. It reflects the Divine love of the Lord Jesus. My love is inseparable from His Holy Name. My Immaculate Heart embraces my Divine commission as co-mediatrix, co-redemptrix and as the advocate of sinners before the Holy Name of Jesus." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.] WALKING ALONE The Virgin Mary - "Remember my son, since your calling, you have walked alone, apart from the Roman Catholic Church, not by choice, but often by frustration because the doors were locked. [Over the years, when the silent voice made attempts to obtain spiritual guidance from within the Church regarding his calling, the priests who were contacted showed indifference.] You grew in your calling by the power of the Holy Spirit. God, the three Persons of the Trinity and I were your teachers. We taught you what you know today. Anyone walking apart from the Church for so long would not have grown spiritually. They would have fallen in the darkness. We maintained ongoing spiritual blessings around you to encourage you to persist, to guide you, to let you know that you were on the right path." "You answered rightly to the minister when he asked you how come you have not lost faith considering all that has happened [life sufferings] to you. You asked the minister: "How can I lose faith after all what I have seen and lived?" Others believe in what they have not seen. You believe in what you know, what you have seen. It cannot be denied. These were your signs. How many times were you were reminded by strangers that you [had a calling? Note: Often, this knowledge was revealed to young children, some total strangers, who confirmed the calling.] You could not even deny such a great gift! Your calling was not commanded by worldly means. It was guided by the Heavenly Father to glorify the Son, my beloved Son, His Holy Name. The Son has glorified the Father. Now, the Father will glorify the Son! You are the instrument to this glorification. Lucia [the seer of Fatima] awaits this moment, the rebuilding of the faith of the Church. The Dedication of the Holy Church will raise the faith of the Catholic Church." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.] OUR LADY OF THE DIVINE COMMISSION The Virgin Mary - "I will give a sign to the world as to the validity of your messages. Through the grace of God, I will heal many who will pray, asking me to intercede on their behalf under my name of "Our Lady of the Divine Commission". When praying to me under this name, they can visualize me as Our Lady of Fatima or the Immaculate Heart of Mary. After the many healings will have been received and have been recognized by the Catholic Church, I will permit you to release what I have told you in the past about my name as "Our Lady of the Divine Commission". Until then, it must remain a secret. When the healings begin to happen, everything will start moving forward very fast. The Catholic Church will be open to hearing what you have to say about the Dedication of the Holy Church. Then the great moment will arrive. This Feast will be recognized by Rome." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.] THE SILENT VOICE [This is where the origin of the 'silent voice' has come from.] The Virgin Mary - "As you have been told in the past, you must remain the "silent voice". You will be heard but few will know you. It must remain that way so you can continue your work. Father will be the instrument of the Lord to promote "Our Lady of the Divine Commission" when the opportunity presents itself to him. Cases will be placed before him for the glory of the Heavenly Father. When all shall look hopeless, Father will turn to me, "Our Lady of the Divine Commission" as a last hope. Then, I will make myself known. Curiosity will grow as to the origin of this new Title and the power behind it. Do not be surprise by all of this. This last comment is meant for Father since my Son and I know that very little surprises you anymore. The spiritual ways are part of your life on a daily basis. You are indeed trapped between two worlds, your eyes perceiving the Divine, the body being bound by the physical. I know how your heart wishes that in the world, at least a few others, could perceive what you perceive so they may rejoice in what you know. But this is not meant to be. These are blessings for you, in recompense for your faith, your love towards my Son and the love you have shown me in the past when others have offended me. This is enough for tonight my Son. You are tired. Get some rest." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.] PROMOTING OUR LADY OF THE DIVINE COMMISSION [Our Lady spoke about the spiritual director's prudence to promote the newness of Our Lady of the Divine Commission.] The Virgin Mary - "By the grace of the Heavenly Father and the power of the Holy Spirit through Jesus Christ, my Lord and God will strengthen him to speak up when the time comes. It is sad when my children are afraid to speak about me, to promote my blessings throughout every generation." "You yourself have experienced this. You feared speaking about me to non-Catholics, fearing of being ridiculed. I am greatly offended when those who are called by God have a fear of speaking about my glories to Catholics, to those who are receptive and who hunger for the truth." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.] MARY'S PROTECTION The Virgin Mary - "I am your Heavenly mother and Queen, the mother and Queen of the entire world. Why do the Catholics denounce me? Do they not realize the graces that I have obtained for them through my Son Jesus Christ? Do they not realize how many time I held back His hand from punishing this sinful world? Do those who asked my protection in their childhood not realize that I have stood by them during their trials, even when they had fallen from the grace of God, holding back my Son from punishing them severely? Where is this love that they once had for my Immaculate Heart? Why do they allow their minds, heart and spirit to be corrupted by the ways of this world?" [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.] BLESSED EVERY GENERATION The Virgin Mary - "The Word of God is the truth! I have been chosen by the Heavenly Father to be blessed throughout every generation. Must I always turn to the young children because those who call themselves adults, have fallen from their childhood faith? My children should not strive to have the faith of an adult. There is no such faith. There is only one faith, one Church, one Truth, and one God. The true faith is the innocent faith, the faith found in children. It is a faith abounding in love and trust. It flourished with praise and thankfulness. It is love in its purest form, abundant in service, submission and obedience." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.] SINCERE FAITH The Virgin Mary - "Where is this faith that marches forward with a deep and sincere desire to please me and the Lord Jesus Christ. How I pray to the Heavenly Father that my children would return to their childhood faith. It is so beautiful! It parallels the love of my Son when He was a child, always seeking to please others. My heart was filled with joy by His actions. When I see a believer walk in faith, I see my Son walking with, in and through the believer. Each of these walks in faith are a miracle in themselves by the grace of God. My children, you only have to ask for the gift of faith. It is freely given by the grace of God. He gives so much and receives so little in return. My Immaculate Heart is saddened by the lack of appreciation on the part of the believers who fail to be grateful to my Son for His grace. Believe me, abundant are His blessings! If only mankind would stop to reflect for a moment, it would realize the goodness of the Lord, a goodness that is not deserved." "The burden is heavy. Very few console my Immaculate Heart. Who will hold back the hand of my Son if I gave up on sinners? I am with you. Reach out to me and let me help you." [1998 May 12; 11:28 PM] OBEYING THE VIRGIN MARY The Heavenly Father - "I am! The world devotion will be established to the Immaculate Heart in fulfillment of My Divine Plan. She shall be blessed again and again for her graces have been endless. Through your Heavenly mother and Queen, much has been avoided. I rejoice in her compassion for sinners. I rejoice in the rays of love that rebound from her Immaculate Heart, reaching out to those who least expect it. I am in her and with her in her work. Obey her!" [1998 May 12; 11:28 PM] THE FAITH OF CHILDREN The Virgin Mary - "The truth my son, the world does not want to know it. If my Son gave you a truth to teach to 50 adults, it would be an honour if 5 of them believed you. If my Son gave you a truth to teach to 50 children, at least 45 would believe. The children rejoice when they hear Heavenly news. The adults are suspicious of everything, rejecting most of it because of jealousy and doubt. Rejecting is quick and easy, demanding no commitment." [1998 May 13: 10:15 P.M.] THE DIVINITY OF CHRIST AS MAN The Virgin Mary - "As you have seen your spirit who had life in himself, so does Christ have life in Himself, apart from the Heavenly Father. As you were one in consciousness, body and spirit, Christ is One with the Father, my Son being the Incarnation of the Infinite Father. As you grow in spirituality, your physical mind becomes one in harmony with your spiritual mind (each mind having a free will) perceiving the knowledge of the spiritual that is known to your spirit. As my Son was in perfect harmony with the Holy Spirit, He shared in the Divine consciousness and knowledge of the Heavenly Father while being restraint by His physical Body. At the same time, my Lord had a mind of His own, this setting Him apart from the Father as a Person in Himself. Yet they were one, joined in consciousness. Jesus, my Son, was truly God and man." "As the outward visible expression of the Heavenly Father, Jesus was and is the Word of the invisible God. (Do not write anymore on this right now. The world is not ready for it.) The truth that you perceive by the grace of God, they will reject. This is a gift to you from God for your faithfulness. Never forget how my Son has revealed Himself to you in nature as He has never revealed Himself before. You truly understand how man is in the image and likeness of God, a mystery that the wise have frequently tried to explain - without success. Yet, the truth is in the Bible, if they would accept it! Few have studied the Bible in depth as you have done my son, seeking the answers to the mysteries. The Lord does not blind the believers, only those who lack faith. Continue your studies. More Divine knowledge will be given to you. I bless you my son in the Name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. [The Virgin Mary then said...] Yes, you are correct about Jn 17:12." [1998 May 13: 10:15 P.M.] ADORING THE SACRED HEART OF JESUS A personal prayer of the silent voice - "I see Your glowing Divine Heart bursting with fiery love, increasing in brightness as I speak to You. I sense Your pleasure in my daily personal communion with You. The rays of light from Your Divine Heart bestow upon me great joy and peace. I can remain before You forever, staring at the brilliance of Your Heart that brightens as the sun, giving me the strength to carry on, submitting myself to Your will. My heart reaches out to You my Lord in adoration of Your Divine Heart and Your stigmata in memory of the suffering and death You endured for me. The depthness of Your love cannot be measured. It is beyond my comprehension. I know You tried to explain it to me. But it is so difficult to perceive how Your love can be available to each and every soul at the same time. If they would only reach out to You, Your love is endless! My Lord, why do You draw me so intensely to the stigmata on Your hands? In adoration, day after day, my whole being is impelled to venerate and kiss them over and over. What are You trying to tell me Lord?" [1998 May 16: 10:40 P.M.] THE GRACE OF FAITH The Sacred Heart of Jesus - "Blessed are those who walk in faith. The glory of the Heavenly Kingdom is theirs! My son, you do not walk in faith but in truth. Your blessings, the truth have become an obstacle to your walk of life. Those who walk in faith have no difficulty preaching or writing because they preach and write what they believe in faith. When you write, you must place yourself equal to others who must walk in faith. You cannot tell them to believe in Me because you have seen Me. If you do so, they will reject you. Have you not experienced this at Fatima? Your faith is built on the truth. You can speak the truth because it has been revealed to you. At the same time, you must relate it to My children as an act of faith. You must convince them to believe in Me. Their salvation depends on it, their souls being placed in your hands." The silent voice - "But Lord, no one, not even I, can give someone faith. It is an act of grace!" The Sacred Heart of Jesus - "No, My son, you are wrong. Your work can draw them to Me. When you arouse their curiosity and faith in me, then they will turn to Me. When they do so, then they will receive the grace of faith to strengthen them. They have a free will and must effect the first action. This is where you are My instrument of grace. All My priests who preach the Word are the instruments of grace of My Spirit, few realizing this great responsibility. My Spirit is with you to guide you in your work, your writings. When you obey, submitting yourself to My Will, My Spirit will teach you the Words to write, the Words that will draw My children towards Me so they may receive the grace of faith. I have called you and many others to do My work. My work on earth is done through men who carry on the Spirit of God the Father for His eternal glory." [1998 May 16: 10:40 P.M.] ADORATION OF THE STIGMATA The Sacred Heart of Jesus - "Why do I draw you towards My stigmata? I want you to perceive the full extent of the mystery of My stigmata, My death, My Sacred Blood. You will understand in time. Continue to venerate My stigmata in adoration. You will grow in Me, with Me and through Me. The relationship you had with your Heavenly Mother will return in time. In the meantime, have patience. You ask so much! Submit yourself to Me. Trust in Me to edify you so you may radiate in My glory. All will come in its time for I am with you at all time. You know it very well. You sense My ongoing presence. Have I not awaken you early in the mornings so you may spend time with Me? Why do you ask for blessings My son if you will not appreciate them? How little your mind can be, not recognizing the greatness of your blessings at times. I see the inner battle within you." "I know how difficult it is for you, to spiritually grow while being bound by the physical world. Remember, I am God. I lived among you. I experienced Supreme Divinity being bound in the physical form. Do you think I did not suffer also? I endured all my physical life in love for mankind, longing for the day for the Eternal Father to once more glorify Me as I was glorified before creation. Seek your eternal glorification My son. Walk the race with one goal in mind and be assured that I will remain with you always. I bless you My son. I give you My Divine love so you may rejoice in its peace. I love you. We love you. I am with you now and forever." [1998 May 16: 10:40 P.M.] THE LOVE OF THE VIRGIN MARY The Virgin Mary - "My son, how great My Son rejoices in you. You have honoured me as no one has ever done. My Son has been glorified in Heaven by this action. He will reward you for your action, your love. His reward is drawing you to Him. Be grateful my son that Jesus is calling you to His Heart, His stigmata, His eternal love. I am with you and you know it. Remember the many times that you have seen my spiritual form [with the eye of the spirit] just above you as you see me now? I am watching over you now as I have done last week, last month and yesteryear. If I have stepped aside to allow my Son to draw you, do not let this worry you. I remain present with you. I tell you this my son to bring you peace." [1998 May 16: 10:40 P.M.] THEY WILL COME Our Lord Jesus - "We will bring them to you, those who need guidance in the truth. They will come by the grace of the Father, in My Name, through the power of the Holy Spirit. Lead My children in the right path My son for the glory of the Father is at stake in each and every one of those souls. They must perceive their sins, renounce them, confess and walk in holiness so We, the Trinity, may guide them to their eternal glory. Their paths are the paths of sin and death, eternal death. They will be given the grace to come to you. You will be given the grace to know what to say by the power of the Holy Spirit. Their hearts will be opened to you as it was tonight. Speak freely, allowing the Holy Spirit to flow through you. Then, through their free will, they must decide what path they will take, the path of Divine goodness and eternal glory or the path of fleshly desires and eternal death." [1998 May 18: 10:48 P.M.] AWAKENED BY A BEAUTIFUL VOICE [In his own words, the silent voice describes a spiritual experience he enjoyed on this date.] The silent voice - "At 5:40 A.M., I was awakened by the beautiful and gentle voice of a young lady who sounded to be in her early twenties. Thinking back, I could sense the voice was motherly, full of maturity and wisdom. She called out [my name], this awakening me. When I answered "What?", I then realized that there was no comparison to my voice that sounded so coarse early in the morning. Such a sweet voice did not deserve my unpolished reply of one who just wakes up. I did not receive an answer. I got up and prayed to Mary and Jesus. I do not know who's voice it was, although suspecting Mary's voice. Yet, the voice sounded much older than from my previous experiences. I do not want to speculate." "As I write this, Our Lady of the Divine Commission comes to my mind. In my inner ear [the ear of the spirit], I am told that the word Divine embraces Wisdom. Mary is no longer the young girl that she was when she conceived Our Lord Jesus. Looking at Mary's picture on the wall, I realized that the Immaculate Heart of Mary was more appropriate of the age of the voice that I heard. I then perceived that the Immaculate Heart, our Heavenly mother, enjoys such a beautiful and gentle motherly voice, speaking with maturity and wisdom. But, if the voice was that of the Immaculate Heart of Mary, why did she wake me up?" [1998 May 21; 6:10 AM] THE HEAVENLY FATHER'S LOVE The Blessed Virgin Mary - "To be with my Immaculate Heart, my son." The silent voice - [Suddenly, I sensed the warm presence of Mary. Thinking of Jesus, I knew He was not present, having withdrawn His presence. The presence of the Immaculate Heart of Mary was felt very strongly.] The Blessed Virgin Mary - "Yes, my son, I am here with you. I know how much you need me. I have heard your heart calling out to me in Heaven. I have answered. Rest in my love my son. The time approaches when you will be revealed more, understanding why many of your spiritual blessings have come to past. Rest in me I say, that I may bring joy to your heart. You are mine, chosen among many, to do my work. Your ongoing sense of unworthiness brings great pleasure to my heart." "The secret of love is on loving oneself. Ponder on this my son. By loving His beloved Son Jesus [Jn. 15:9], His incarnation, the Father loved Himself. This love is not egoistic. It is perfect love. If one does not love himself, how can he love others? Self-love leads to self-sacrifice. It is perfect! The Heavenly Father gave what He loved the most, Himself, through His Son. There is no greater love." [Jn. 15:13] [1998 May 21; 6:10 A.M.] THE ONENESS OF THE TRINITY The Blessed Virgin Mary - "The world does not understand the fullness of this mystery, the ramification involved. [Mt. 15:13] You understand for you know the truth. Because it has been revealed to you by the grace of the Father, you know of the coexistence between the Father and the Son as One. When the world perceives this truth, it will be drawn towards the Father, being overwhelmed by the revelation of the perception of this mystery. The day will come my child when the Oneness of the Divinity will be perceived in the world. You will be our instrument to revealing this mystery. Your teachings will be the debates of many years within the Church because of its simplicity. Yet, the greatest Doctors of the Church will be unable to find any flaws within the truth of the Trinity. Then, it will be recognized that you were blessed." "The new millennia will open with the Father revealing Himself to the world. As the world knows the Son and believes to fully know the Holy Spirit, they will know the Father. Once the Church knows the Father, it will truly know the Holy Spirit, for all are One in harmony, in work and in Divinity. In their Persons, they are Three, each having the fullness of life in Himself and being able to converse with One another as three persons would converse with one another. They coexist in One Divine nature." "Let it be known my son that the Spirit of my Son Jesus, during His Incarnation, was the same, One and only Holy Spirit of the Father. It would have been undignified to provide Jesus with any lesser than the Father's Holy Spirit. Yet, Jesus was fully man in bodily form with the fullness of God within Him. Through the Holy Spirit, Jesus was in constant communion with the Father as the Second Adam as the first Adam was in communion with the Heavenly Father. It would have been ungodly to provide Jesus with another spirit other than the Holy Spirit of God and then to dispose of the new spirit of the Most High at His death. For the Spirit of the Lord is eternal and Sacred. The Spirit of Jesus was truly the Holy Spirit. Ponder on the teachings of Jesus. In order to be present with all of mankind, did my Son not have to die to free the Holy Spirit so He may indwell within all, His Holy Spirit having greater power than the limitations of His worldly body, the Incarnation of the Divine God?" "The difficulty that mankind is having at perceiving the truth of the Trinity is in its perception between the Self-Consciousness of God and the life of God in Himself. While all Three Persons of the Trinity have life in Himself, the Son and the Holy Spirit having received life from the Father, the Heavenly Father concurrently shares the fullness of His Self-Consciousness with the Son and the Holy Spirit. In your terms, it would be as if the Heavenly Father implanted His Self-Consciousness within Jesus and the Holy Spirit, both knowing in their Divine Persons that they are God. At the same time, They have life in Themselves, being able to reason and will independently, in Their physical and spiritual Bodies." "Having existed before the creation of the spiritual worlds, the Heavenly Father Who was not created, nor is of spiritual matter, can take any form. Also, the Holy Spirit Who is spiritual, can take a physical form to reveal Himself. This was seen in the form of the Dove at the Baptism of Jesus. While the Holy Spirit can take a physical form such as the Dove and implant His self- consciousness within the Dove, so can the Heavenly Father take the form of Jesus Christ in His incarnation or the form of the Holy Spirit in the spiritual world, each, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, proceeding from the Father, and having separate life in Themselves." [1998 May 21; 10:10 P.M.] THE CRUCIFIXION OF THE TRINITY The Blessed Virgin Mary - "Yes my son, during the Eucharist, you have perceived a great mystery regarding the Sacred Blood of my Son Jesus. The Divine sacrifice of the Blood on the Holy Cross was fulfilled by the Trinity. While my beloved Son gave up His life, His Sacred Body, the Father and the Holy Spirit also suffered greatly. At the end of the Incarnation of Jesus, the indwelling Father was deprived of an earthly life among His people in the Body of the Son. Upon the Words of the Son, the Holy Spirit was released from the Son, ending His coexistence to return to the Heavenly Father. The Holy Spirit suffered the deprivation of coexisting joy in the Trinity in the Person of my beloved Son. The crucifixion of Jesus, my beloved Son, was not only the crucifixion of the Son. It was the crucifixion of the Father and the Holy Spirit because in the body of Jesus lived the fullness of the Godhead. The evil of mankind, the evil of Satan, ended the physical life of my Son on earth, this action also ending the physical life of the Father and the Holy Spirit Who coexisted with, in and through my beloved Son." "When a priest beholds the Sacred Blood of my Son in his hands during the Eucharist, he beholds the Sacred Blood that marks the removal of the spiritual presence of the Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit from the physical Body of Jesus. This is the true extent of the mystical Blood of the Lord Jesus, He Who is God, Who was, Who is and Who lives forever. Reflect on this wonder my child for the Father and the Holy Spirit rejoice when They too are given recognition for Their Divine participation in the crucifixion. Knowing this my child, ponder on the Resurrection of Jesus and the ramifications that are implied through the Divine Trinity. Ask yourself how the Father and the Holy Spirit were glorified through the Resurrection of my beloved Son. In time, I will tell you more about this great mystery. For now, your have sufficient to grow in the grace of God. I bless you my child in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit." [1998 May 21; 10:10 P.M.] THE GREATEST FEAST OF JESUS The Blessed Virgin Mary - "My child, why do you doubt my word? Why do you doubt the Word of my Son Jesus? Were you not told in 1972 that the Greatest Feast of Jesus is the Holy Name of Jesus? You believed but yet you were frustrated because you could not prove it. You have asked a handful of Priests and they all told you that the Resurrection of Jesus is His greatest Feast. My son, they were wrong as I have proven this to you today. Write here the words that I have led you to in the Catholic Catechism." [Catholic Catechism, # 434: "His [Jesus] Resurrection glorifies the name of the Saviour God, for from that time on it is the name of Jesus that fully manifests the supreme power of the 'name which is above every name.'"] "My son, what is greater: the Name of my Son or His manifestations? It is His Holy Name. As the Catholic Catechism teaches, His Resurrection glorifies His Name! The greatest Feast of Jesus IS the Holy Name of Jesus as taught in the Catholic Catechism. These words were inspired to the writers of the Catechism twenty years after this truth had been revealed to you. You did not know these words would be written. Do you not believe now? Show this to my son [the spiritual director]. He must learn the truth that the Church teaches." "Read again the Catholic Catechism [number 964] where I have guided your heart to search today. Does it not say that my role in the Church is inseparable from my union with my beloved Son Jesus? I know that you want all the answers right away. But it is not meant to be at this time. It is sufficient for you to know that my Son and I form the "Dedication of the Holy Church", being inseparable. The truth is gradually being revealed to you. When the time comes, you will obtain all the Divine knowledge regarding this mystery and it will be revealed to the Church. Until then, have patience my child. Continue to pray for the fulfillment of this mystery." [1998 May 28; 10:40 P.M.] THE BIBLE COURSE ON THE HOLY SPIRIT The Blessed Virgin Mary - "I know your heart is disappointed with the outcome of the course on the Holy Spirit. [Your spiritual director] will not be satisfied either. It was not inspired from your heart. You tried too much to duplicate the words of the Catholic Catechism in your own words, following their order. You could have done much better by speaking freely from your heart. The Holy Spirit deserves much better and you know it in your heart. That is why you are disappointed. My son, rewrite it in your own inspired style, allowing the Holy Spirit to reveal Himself to you in the order that He knows will impel His children to read, learn and grow in sanctification." "Yes, they are His children until such time as He leads them to the Lord Jesus Who will present the Church in its fulness to the Heavenly Father. While under the umbrella of the Holy Spirit, being sanctified in Christ, they are the children of the Holy Spirit. Did you not perceive this? That is why you must let the Holy Spirit inspire your writings about Him. It will draw His children to Him, to want to learn more about His mission in the Church." [1998 May 28; 10:40 P.M.] EXPECT OPPOSITION The Blessed Virgin Mary - "Tell Father that I am pleased with him. He is following his heart rather than his logic. [.....] In you, he sees the hand of God moving by His Spirit. He perceives the potential fruits of Christ in the work that is about to be accomplished. [.....] In time, others will be called to come to him, to assist him in this great work. You both have yet to perceive what you are embarking on. We in Heaven are with both of you, the saints and angels watching this important moment. This is a turning point in the Church. You will find resistance my sons, great resistance! [Silent voice], you have seen this opposition to your work in the past. Satan will do all he can to prevent this mission from proceeding. It will be too costly to him. Support one another my children and persevere. Heaven is with you. You will be bringing home many souls." [1998 May 28; 10:40 P.M.] TEACHING IN SIMPLICITY The Blessed Virgin Mary - "For years, God's children have cried out to Him in prayer, asking why the teachings of the Bible were not simplified so they could understand the teachings of my Son Jesus. The Church has not helped the situation. Some of the older ones in the Church will oppose this simplicity. God is love! The Father calls in love! Jesus died in love! The Holy Spirit is the Mover of love. Together, They will come to my children in this new mission." "[.....] I leave you with this to reflect upon. Write more often because there is much to tell you. I know that you are waiting for [your spiritual director's] opinion of your spiritual messages before writing more. This last message will confirm to him that you should continue to write, that your messages are divinely inspired. The truth about the Holy Name of Jesus will open his eyes, over and above other things that have opened his eyes during the last few months. To him, this will be a progressive answer to some of his thoughts. [.....]" [1998 May 28; 10:40 P.M.] LED AWAY IN CHAINS FOR JESUS CHRIST [The silent voice, deeply disturbed by what he saw in a spiritual experience, was writing it to relate it to his spiritual director.] While attending the Holy Mass on this date, during the consecration of the Eucharist, on the Most Holy Host, he saw a priest in chains. Dressed in black and wearing a cassock, his hands were tied in front of him with chains. The priest was young and thin, wearing eye glasses and had a clean trimmed beard, narrow along the cheeks. He was being led away by three individuals of latin origin. He strongly felt that what he had just seen was something that would transpire in the future in a South American country. The silent voice was deeply disturbed because he believed that he had been privileged to see the last moments of a Catholic priest who was called to suffer martyrdom in the Most Holy Name of Jesus. [1998 May 28; 10:58 P.M.] [As he wrote about the above spiritual experience, the Virgin Mary spoke to him.] The Blessed Virgin Mary - "Yes, my child, you have seen a Priest led in chains. He will suffer for Christ because he has witnessed where he was not supposed to, according to man. He will join the many saints who are martyrs of the Gospel. Pray for him because he will need strength. Satan cannot be allowed to put fear in him before death. The moment that you saw, he was alone, praying to the Lord to protect him and if necessary, that the Lord's Will be done so others may turn from their evil ways, seeing the light of God. He is frightened my child. Your prayers will bring him the peace and joy of the Lord that you have often enjoyed, giving him the strength to persevere to the end. He is your brother and he needs you. He needs your prayers." [The silent voice related that the inspirations ended there. All was suddenly very silent like death. The Virgin Mary suddenly withdrew herself. It was a very eerie feeling like he never felt before. It felt like there was a great spiritual sadness - great silence throughout Heaven.] [Then, through the eye of his spirit, he suddenly saw the angels and saints who were watching. They have great reverence for moments like these. One of their own is about to be elevated, giving his blood for the love of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. The silent voice saw angels lined up with musical instruments, waiting for the moment when the soul and spirit of the priest would be raised to Heaven to be glorified. His inner feelings were mixed. Worldly, he was sad because of what was about to happen. Spiritually, it was a great glory. As the silent voice puts it in his words, "How the human mind is limited in its perception of the spiritual because the worldly opposes it all the time!"] [1998 May 28; 11:10 P.M.] Silent Voice Index Copyright © 1999 Silent Voice
Song: Hail Mary
THE MYSTERIOUS TEACHER SHARING THE MESSAGES
The Virgin Mary - "Why my son, why do you not write anymore? Do you not believe? Why do you resist the voice that speaks within you?"
The silent voice - "I do not know what to believe anymore. The voice is no longer distinct. It is as if it is part of me, having become one with me. How do I know if it is the voice or my own thoughts?"
The Virgin Mary - "Judge by the fruits my son. Are you intelligent enough to originate the knowledge of the mysteries which have been revealed to you? Can you not recognize the inspirations when you hear them? Who do you think revealed to you that the fullness of God dwelled within me while I rejoice in carrying the Lord? Where you not once more overwhelmed by this knowledge that suddenly descended upon you by the grace of God?"
"I have told you that you would [have a call to answer] My Son has revealed this to you. Why do you doubt? You have received knowledge by the grace of the Father that no other saints have ever received. You are the first to perceive the Trinity of God in such clarity as no one on earth has ever perceived it, not even myself. You have experienced an understanding that I have not enjoyed [while on earth] from all the Divine blessings that I have received. You have been chosen by God for a purpose that approaches. I know how you feel, the fact that [so many] years have elapsed. But is it not true that only recently, on February 7, 1998, that you have finally perceived what was revealed to you on February 22, 1972?"
"Many things were revealed to you over the years but you have never perceived their full depthness. In time, all will become clear as you need to know and continue to serve. Write my son. Write every day. Write what is revealed to you so others may learn from you in the future. Obey the Lord your God by submitting yourself to Him."
"My grace is with you, the grace of the Lord that has been given to me to distribute to those who are dear to me."
The silent voice - "How do I know all this is true?"
The Virgin Mary - "Your heart speaks to you. Do you not feel the burning love of Jesus within you, a fire that never ends, rapidly growing? The burning love of my Son draws you to want so much to serve Him. At this time, [it is not meant]. But there is nothing to prevent you from writing His truths to enlighten others. You cannot withdraw your services, your submission. I know you! You have the new spirit within you, the spirit that never dies. You can feel it in every bone of your body. The Spirit of the Lord draws you to Him, transforming the new spirit of your new birth, your spirit that has been reborn."
"Mankind has failed to perceive the [exact meaning of the] rebirth of the spirit. Those who do not have the reborn spirit will surely die, body and spirit, until the resurrection. They have little hope of eternal life. Through the power of the Holy Spirit, the new spirit is what give life to the soul, ensuring its Heavenly march after physical death. This truth is in the Bible, the Holy Words of my Son. You have written about it and you were asked the source of your writings. Rather than accepting the Word as the truth, they asked who the original writer was. The Lord has unfolded your eyes so you would perceive the spiritual meaning of His Word. This is a blessing my son. In your heart, you know the truth. Do not resist it. Walk in the light and let the Lord continue to guide you in His way as He has taught you over the years. Do not be overly concerned about learning man's teachings, their doctrines, their interpretations. Your Teacher is my Son. He is the truth, the way and the light. Go to Him and write what He tell you. I am with you always." [1998 May 5; 11:30 PM]
I AM THE IMMACULATE HEART OF MARY
The Virgin Mary - "My son, my heart rejoices when I see you write. You are opening the channel of communication, allowing the Holy Spirit to freely flow through you. I have much to tell you but all in its time."
"I am indeed the Immaculate Heart, my soul always having been free of any tarnish. Within me dwelled the fullness of God, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. In order for me to carry the Lord Jesus, I had to be and was Immaculate in soul, spirit and body, in thoughts, words and actions. Our Lord could not dwell in His fullness in any less. Through the grace of the Heavenly Father, I was born without a trace of sin."
"My life on earth was much difficult, especially before I carried the Lord. In my innocence and immaculate state, I had to live in a world that was infected with sin. By this, I mean the sin that corrupted the physical world, over and above the actions of men. Many times I was hurt when I saw the wrongs that were done, not being able to perceive how the people could live as they did. I did not realize the nature of my calling until the angel revealed to me that I would be the mother of the Lord. This suffering was a preparation for what was to come through the grace of the Heavenly Father - the birth of the Lord Jesus, my Son, your Lord and your God."
"My Immaculate Heart did not protect me from the evils around me. Sharing in the Divine love of the Lord, I felt compassion for the sinners, their blindness, their vile ways, wishing I could open their eyes to the truth. My heart burned with a desire to reach out to all and transform them from their ways. I pained greatly when I saw mankind's desire towards pleasures and wealth rather than spiritual growth."
"I knew [enjoyed] what they did not have, having tasted the ongoing love of God, wanting to share it with all who would open their hearts to me. To this day, I continue to make this offer, blessing those who will turn to me with God's love, leading them to my beloved Son. The secret to my Immaculate Heart lays in the fact that I had to be free of sin for the fullness of God to dwell within me, that I may be the bearer of His incarnation. Few realize this truth. Since the fullness of God was in Christ, is it not true as the Child bearer of the Man-God, within me dwelled the fullness of God? No one else has ever or ever will enjoy this Divine blessing to the extent that I have enjoyed it physically!"
"This is enough for tonight my son. Contemplate on this truth. More will be said next time. May the blessings of the Lord always be with you as you continue to walk in His grace." [1998 May 6; 11:04 PM]
PREPARING A SPIRITUAL DIRECTOR
The Virgin Mary - "Write my son. Write what I am about to tell you. You have a purpose even though you cannot see it at this time. You are an example of faith to [your spiritual director... ]. He will want a sign. He had a sign through the power of the Holy Spirit by his own words."
"When you first met him, he himself [spoke many times words that were told to you many years ago.] "He did not know what he was truly saying. His words confirmed my Son calling you on February 22, 1972. Father did not know that you had written this [many] years ago. When Father reads the messages of 1972, his eyes will be opened about many things. He will understand you better, knowing where you are coming from and where you are heading. At present, [.... he is being prudent]. This will change in the near future. His faith is being firmly established." 1998 May 9; 12:15 PM
FEED MY SHEEP
The Lord Jesus - "What a great responsibility My priests have towards My lambs. They fail to perceive their frailty. They wait for My sheep to come to them rather than going forward to My sheep. Call my sheep and they will come forward. Ignore them and they will fade away, blending in the darkness. Then, you will be made accountable for having neglected your priestly duties. Where does my child go if he is sent to the Priest and he neglects him? How sad their situations are? If only they could see the consequences of their neglect!" 1998 May 9; 12:15 PM
CHOSEN BEFORE CREATION
The Heavenly Father - "I Who am have chosen you My son, My creation, before the world was created. I have revealed Myself to you, revealing My Godhead, My Son and the Holy Spirit. As I am in the Son, I am in the Holy Spirit. As My Son is in Me, so is the Holy Spirit. We are Three, but yet We are One, as you know. Yes, as you know! Who is to question the truthfulness of what I have revealed to you? No one at this time! Your work, My work, will go ahead for My glory. The proclamation shall be made. The Holy Name of My Son shall be honoured alongside with the Immaculate Heart of the Virgin Mary, His [Holy Name] and My earthly and Heavenly Mother and Queen." [This was followed by a comment that was given to the spiritual director] 1998 May 9; 12:15 PM
THE HOLY NAME OF JESUS
The Virgin Mary - "You asked how the greatest Feast of Jesus can be the Holy Name of Jesus? The Holy Name of my Son is the greatest of all Feasts beyond any doubt! This is based on His Supreme Authority! My Son, the Lord Jesus Christ, is God. He is the King of kings. All in Heaven, on earth and below the earth will bow before Him in recognition of the greatness of His Holy Name."
"His Holy Name represents His Divinity. His Resurrection is not the greatest Feast of Jesus! The Resurrection confirms His Divinity, recognizing my Son, the Lord Jesus as God. The Resurrection confirms life after death and eternal life to those who are worthy of such a grace in the sonship of God. If the Supreme Authority did not exist in the Holy Name of Jesus, the Resurrection would not have taken place."
"All Authority was given to my Son by the Heavenly Father. Through the power of His Holy Name, He laid down His life and raised His body at the Resurrection. Without the Supreme Authority of the Holy Name, there would have been no Resurrection. All power belongs to my beloved Son. What you have been told in 1972 is the truth. You have been called to [commemorate] the Feast of the Dedication of the Holy Church. In due time, you will be guided to do what you must do so the Holy Name of my Son will be recognized throughout the Catholic Church." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.]
THE DEDICATION OF THE HOLY CHURCH
The Virgin Mary - "My son, [Do not doubt your calling. It is from God and the Church will recognize it.] My Son would choose no less than [a Catholic] for this mission within the Catholic Church. He has chosen you. You have believed persistently. You have maintained your faith. You have prayed for guidance to fulfill the Will of the Heavenly Father regarding this mission. [Many a times you have participated at the Holy Mass, commemorating the Dedication of the Holy Church.] You were the first and this will never be forgotten. When the Church learns the importance of the Feast of the Dedication of the Holy Church, it will recognize how blessed you have been by the Lord. Do not let anyone deter you from your faith and your walk. The Holy Spirit is with you, guiding you in this great mystery." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.]
THE GREATNESS OF THE MARIAN FEASTS
The Virgin Mary - "Yes, many events in your life have touched my Feasts, that of my Immaculate Heart, Our Lady of Fatima, my Immaculate Conception (Our Lady of Lourdes), the Rosary, the Scapular, and other areas that you have not realized as of yet. You are marked by my seal. The greatest of these Feasts is my Immaculate Heart. It reflects the Divine love of the Lord Jesus. My love is inseparable from His Holy Name. My Immaculate Heart embraces my Divine commission as co-mediatrix, co-redemptrix and as the advocate of sinners before the Holy Name of Jesus." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.]
WALKING ALONE
The Virgin Mary - "Remember my son, since your calling, you have walked alone, apart from the Roman Catholic Church, not by choice, but often by frustration because the doors were locked. [Over the years, when the silent voice made attempts to obtain spiritual guidance from within the Church regarding his calling, the priests who were contacted showed indifference.] You grew in your calling by the power of the Holy Spirit. God, the three Persons of the Trinity and I were your teachers. We taught you what you know today. Anyone walking apart from the Church for so long would not have grown spiritually. They would have fallen in the darkness. We maintained ongoing spiritual blessings around you to encourage you to persist, to guide you, to let you know that you were on the right path."
"You answered rightly to the minister when he asked you how come you have not lost faith considering all that has happened [life sufferings] to you. You asked the minister: "How can I lose faith after all what I have seen and lived?" Others believe in what they have not seen. You believe in what you know, what you have seen. It cannot be denied. These were your signs. How many times were you were reminded by strangers that you [had a calling? Note: Often, this knowledge was revealed to young children, some total strangers, who confirmed the calling.] You could not even deny such a great gift! Your calling was not commanded by worldly means. It was guided by the Heavenly Father to glorify the Son, my beloved Son, His Holy Name. The Son has glorified the Father. Now, the Father will glorify the Son! You are the instrument to this glorification. Lucia [the seer of Fatima] awaits this moment, the rebuilding of the faith of the Church. The Dedication of the Holy Church will raise the faith of the Catholic Church." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.]
OUR LADY OF THE DIVINE COMMISSION
The Virgin Mary - "I will give a sign to the world as to the validity of your messages. Through the grace of God, I will heal many who will pray, asking me to intercede on their behalf under my name of "Our Lady of the Divine Commission". When praying to me under this name, they can visualize me as Our Lady of Fatima or the Immaculate Heart of Mary. After the many healings will have been received and have been recognized by the Catholic Church, I will permit you to release what I have told you in the past about my name as "Our Lady of the Divine Commission". Until then, it must remain a secret. When the healings begin to happen, everything will start moving forward very fast. The Catholic Church will be open to hearing what you have to say about the Dedication of the Holy Church. Then the great moment will arrive. This Feast will be recognized by Rome." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.]
THE SILENT VOICE
[This is where the origin of the 'silent voice' has come from.]
The Virgin Mary - "As you have been told in the past, you must remain the "silent voice". You will be heard but few will know you. It must remain that way so you can continue your work. Father will be the instrument of the Lord to promote "Our Lady of the Divine Commission" when the opportunity presents itself to him. Cases will be placed before him for the glory of the Heavenly Father. When all shall look hopeless, Father will turn to me, "Our Lady of the Divine Commission" as a last hope. Then, I will make myself known. Curiosity will grow as to the origin of this new Title and the power behind it. Do not be surprise by all of this. This last comment is meant for Father since my Son and I know that very little surprises you anymore. The spiritual ways are part of your life on a daily basis. You are indeed trapped between two worlds, your eyes perceiving the Divine, the body being bound by the physical. I know how your heart wishes that in the world, at least a few others, could perceive what you perceive so they may rejoice in what you know. But this is not meant to be. These are blessings for you, in recompense for your faith, your love towards my Son and the love you have shown me in the past when others have offended me. This is enough for tonight my Son. You are tired. Get some rest." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.]
PROMOTING OUR LADY OF THE DIVINE COMMISSION
[Our Lady spoke about the spiritual director's prudence to promote the newness of Our Lady of the Divine Commission.]
The Virgin Mary - "By the grace of the Heavenly Father and the power of the Holy Spirit through Jesus Christ, my Lord and God will strengthen him to speak up when the time comes. It is sad when my children are afraid to speak about me, to promote my blessings throughout every generation."
"You yourself have experienced this. You feared speaking about me to non-Catholics, fearing of being ridiculed. I am greatly offended when those who are called by God have a fear of speaking about my glories to Catholics, to those who are receptive and who hunger for the truth." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.]
MARY'S PROTECTION
The Virgin Mary - "I am your Heavenly mother and Queen, the mother and Queen of the entire world. Why do the Catholics denounce me? Do they not realize the graces that I have obtained for them through my Son Jesus Christ? Do they not realize how many time I held back His hand from punishing this sinful world? Do those who asked my protection in their childhood not realize that I have stood by them during their trials, even when they had fallen from the grace of God, holding back my Son from punishing them severely? Where is this love that they once had for my Immaculate Heart? Why do they allow their minds, heart and spirit to be corrupted by the ways of this world?" [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.]
BLESSED EVERY GENERATION
The Virgin Mary - "The Word of God is the truth! I have been chosen by the Heavenly Father to be blessed throughout every generation. Must I always turn to the young children because those who call themselves adults, have fallen from their childhood faith? My children should not strive to have the faith of an adult. There is no such faith. There is only one faith, one Church, one Truth, and one God. The true faith is the innocent faith, the faith found in children. It is a faith abounding in love and trust. It flourished with praise and thankfulness. It is love in its purest form, abundant in service, submission and obedience." [1998 May 11; 11:00 P.M.]
SINCERE FAITH
The Virgin Mary - "Where is this faith that marches forward with a deep and sincere desire to please me and the Lord Jesus Christ. How I pray to the Heavenly Father that my children would return to their childhood faith. It is so beautiful! It parallels the love of my Son when He was a child, always seeking to please others. My heart was filled with joy by His actions. When I see a believer walk in faith, I see my Son walking with, in and through the believer. Each of these walks in faith are a miracle in themselves by the grace of God. My children, you only have to ask for the gift of faith. It is freely given by the grace of God. He gives so much and receives so little in return. My Immaculate Heart is saddened by the lack of appreciation on the part of the believers who fail to be grateful to my Son for His grace. Believe me, abundant are His blessings! If only mankind would stop to reflect for a moment, it would realize the goodness of the Lord, a goodness that is not deserved."
"The burden is heavy. Very few console my Immaculate Heart. Who will hold back the hand of my Son if I gave up on sinners? I am with you. Reach out to me and let me help you." [1998 May 12; 11:28 PM]
OBEYING THE VIRGIN MARY
The Heavenly Father - "I am! The world devotion will be established to the Immaculate Heart in fulfillment of My Divine Plan. She shall be blessed again and again for her graces have been endless. Through your Heavenly mother and Queen, much has been avoided. I rejoice in her compassion for sinners. I rejoice in the rays of love that rebound from her Immaculate Heart, reaching out to those who least expect it. I am in her and with her in her work. Obey her!" [1998 May 12; 11:28 PM]
THE FAITH OF CHILDREN
The Virgin Mary - "The truth my son, the world does not want to know it. If my Son gave you a truth to teach to 50 adults, it would be an honour if 5 of them believed you. If my Son gave you a truth to teach to 50 children, at least 45 would believe. The children rejoice when they hear Heavenly news. The adults are suspicious of everything, rejecting most of it because of jealousy and doubt. Rejecting is quick and easy, demanding no commitment." [1998 May 13: 10:15 P.M.]
THE DIVINITY OF CHRIST AS MAN
The Virgin Mary - "As you have seen your spirit who had life in himself, so does Christ have life in Himself, apart from the Heavenly Father. As you were one in consciousness, body and spirit, Christ is One with the Father, my Son being the Incarnation of the Infinite Father. As you grow in spirituality, your physical mind becomes one in harmony with your spiritual mind (each mind having a free will) perceiving the knowledge of the spiritual that is known to your spirit. As my Son was in perfect harmony with the Holy Spirit, He shared in the Divine consciousness and knowledge of the Heavenly Father while being restraint by His physical Body. At the same time, my Lord had a mind of His own, this setting Him apart from the Father as a Person in Himself. Yet they were one, joined in consciousness. Jesus, my Son, was truly God and man."
"As the outward visible expression of the Heavenly Father, Jesus was and is the Word of the invisible God. (Do not write anymore on this right now. The world is not ready for it.) The truth that you perceive by the grace of God, they will reject. This is a gift to you from God for your faithfulness. Never forget how my Son has revealed Himself to you in nature as He has never revealed Himself before. You truly understand how man is in the image and likeness of God, a mystery that the wise have frequently tried to explain - without success. Yet, the truth is in the Bible, if they would accept it! Few have studied the Bible in depth as you have done my son, seeking the answers to the mysteries. The Lord does not blind the believers, only those who lack faith. Continue your studies. More Divine knowledge will be given to you. I bless you my son in the Name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. [The Virgin Mary then said...] Yes, you are correct about Jn 17:12." [1998 May 13: 10:15 P.M.]
ADORING THE SACRED HEART OF JESUS
A personal prayer of the silent voice - "I see Your glowing Divine Heart bursting with fiery love, increasing in brightness as I speak to You. I sense Your pleasure in my daily personal communion with You. The rays of light from Your Divine Heart bestow upon me great joy and peace. I can remain before You forever, staring at the brilliance of Your Heart that brightens as the sun, giving me the strength to carry on, submitting myself to Your will. My heart reaches out to You my Lord in adoration of Your Divine Heart and Your stigmata in memory of the suffering and death You endured for me. The depthness of Your love cannot be measured. It is beyond my comprehension. I know You tried to explain it to me. But it is so difficult to perceive how Your love can be available to each and every soul at the same time. If they would only reach out to You, Your love is endless! My Lord, why do You draw me so intensely to the stigmata on Your hands? In adoration, day after day, my whole being is impelled to venerate and kiss them over and over. What are You trying to tell me Lord?" [1998 May 16: 10:40 P.M.]
THE GRACE OF FAITH
The Sacred Heart of Jesus - "Blessed are those who walk in faith. The glory of the Heavenly Kingdom is theirs! My son, you do not walk in faith but in truth. Your blessings, the truth have become an obstacle to your walk of life. Those who walk in faith have no difficulty preaching or writing because they preach and write what they believe in faith. When you write, you must place yourself equal to others who must walk in faith. You cannot tell them to believe in Me because you have seen Me. If you do so, they will reject you. Have you not experienced this at Fatima? Your faith is built on the truth. You can speak the truth because it has been revealed to you. At the same time, you must relate it to My children as an act of faith. You must convince them to believe in Me. Their salvation depends on it, their souls being placed in your hands."
The silent voice - "But Lord, no one, not even I, can give someone faith. It is an act of grace!"
The Sacred Heart of Jesus - "No, My son, you are wrong. Your work can draw them to Me. When you arouse their curiosity and faith in me, then they will turn to Me. When they do so, then they will receive the grace of faith to strengthen them. They have a free will and must effect the first action. This is where you are My instrument of grace. All My priests who preach the Word are the instruments of grace of My Spirit, few realizing this great responsibility. My Spirit is with you to guide you in your work, your writings. When you obey, submitting yourself to My Will, My Spirit will teach you the Words to write, the Words that will draw My children towards Me so they may receive the grace of faith. I have called you and many others to do My work. My work on earth is done through men who carry on the Spirit of God the Father for His eternal glory." [1998 May 16: 10:40 P.M.]
ADORATION OF THE STIGMATA
The Sacred Heart of Jesus - "Why do I draw you towards My stigmata? I want you to perceive the full extent of the mystery of My stigmata, My death, My Sacred Blood. You will understand in time. Continue to venerate My stigmata in adoration. You will grow in Me, with Me and through Me. The relationship you had with your Heavenly Mother will return in time. In the meantime, have patience. You ask so much! Submit yourself to Me. Trust in Me to edify you so you may radiate in My glory. All will come in its time for I am with you at all time. You know it very well. You sense My ongoing presence. Have I not awaken you early in the mornings so you may spend time with Me? Why do you ask for blessings My son if you will not appreciate them? How little your mind can be, not recognizing the greatness of your blessings at times. I see the inner battle within you."
"I know how difficult it is for you, to spiritually grow while being bound by the physical world. Remember, I am God. I lived among you. I experienced Supreme Divinity being bound in the physical form. Do you think I did not suffer also? I endured all my physical life in love for mankind, longing for the day for the Eternal Father to once more glorify Me as I was glorified before creation. Seek your eternal glorification My son. Walk the race with one goal in mind and be assured that I will remain with you always. I bless you My son. I give you My Divine love so you may rejoice in its peace. I love you. We love you. I am with you now and forever." [1998 May 16: 10:40 P.M.]
THE LOVE OF THE VIRGIN MARY
The Virgin Mary - "My son, how great My Son rejoices in you. You have honoured me as no one has ever done. My Son has been glorified in Heaven by this action. He will reward you for your action, your love. His reward is drawing you to Him. Be grateful my son that Jesus is calling you to His Heart, His stigmata, His eternal love. I am with you and you know it. Remember the many times that you have seen my spiritual form [with the eye of the spirit] just above you as you see me now? I am watching over you now as I have done last week, last month and yesteryear. If I have stepped aside to allow my Son to draw you, do not let this worry you. I remain present with you. I tell you this my son to bring you peace." [1998 May 16: 10:40 P.M.]
THEY WILL COME
Our Lord Jesus - "We will bring them to you, those who need guidance in the truth. They will come by the grace of the Father, in My Name, through the power of the Holy Spirit. Lead My children in the right path My son for the glory of the Father is at stake in each and every one of those souls. They must perceive their sins, renounce them, confess and walk in holiness so We, the Trinity, may guide them to their eternal glory. Their paths are the paths of sin and death, eternal death. They will be given the grace to come to you. You will be given the grace to know what to say by the power of the Holy Spirit. Their hearts will be opened to you as it was tonight. Speak freely, allowing the Holy Spirit to flow through you. Then, through their free will, they must decide what path they will take, the path of Divine goodness and eternal glory or the path of fleshly desires and eternal death." [1998 May 18: 10:48 P.M.]
AWAKENED BY A BEAUTIFUL VOICE
[In his own words, the silent voice describes a spiritual experience he enjoyed on this date.]
The silent voice - "At 5:40 A.M., I was awakened by the beautiful and gentle voice of a young lady who sounded to be in her early twenties. Thinking back, I could sense the voice was motherly, full of maturity and wisdom. She called out [my name], this awakening me. When I answered "What?", I then realized that there was no comparison to my voice that sounded so coarse early in the morning. Such a sweet voice did not deserve my unpolished reply of one who just wakes up. I did not receive an answer. I got up and prayed to Mary and Jesus. I do not know who's voice it was, although suspecting Mary's voice. Yet, the voice sounded much older than from my previous experiences. I do not want to speculate."
"As I write this, Our Lady of the Divine Commission comes to my mind. In my inner ear [the ear of the spirit], I am told that the word Divine embraces Wisdom. Mary is no longer the young girl that she was when she conceived Our Lord Jesus. Looking at Mary's picture on the wall, I realized that the Immaculate Heart of Mary was more appropriate of the age of the voice that I heard. I then perceived that the Immaculate Heart, our Heavenly mother, enjoys such a beautiful and gentle motherly voice, speaking with maturity and wisdom. But, if the voice was that of the Immaculate Heart of Mary, why did she wake me up?" [1998 May 21; 6:10 AM]
THE HEAVENLY FATHER'S LOVE
The Blessed Virgin Mary - "To be with my Immaculate Heart, my son."
The silent voice - [Suddenly, I sensed the warm presence of Mary. Thinking of Jesus, I knew He was not present, having withdrawn His presence. The presence of the Immaculate Heart of Mary was felt very strongly.]
The Blessed Virgin Mary - "Yes, my son, I am here with you. I know how much you need me. I have heard your heart calling out to me in Heaven. I have answered. Rest in my love my son. The time approaches when you will be revealed more, understanding why many of your spiritual blessings have come to past. Rest in me I say, that I may bring joy to your heart. You are mine, chosen among many, to do my work. Your ongoing sense of unworthiness brings great pleasure to my heart."
"The secret of love is on loving oneself. Ponder on this my son. By loving His beloved Son Jesus [Jn. 15:9], His incarnation, the Father loved Himself. This love is not egoistic. It is perfect love. If one does not love himself, how can he love others? Self-love leads to self-sacrifice. It is perfect! The Heavenly Father gave what He loved the most, Himself, through His Son. There is no greater love." [Jn. 15:13] [1998 May 21; 6:10 A.M.]
THE ONENESS OF THE TRINITY
The Blessed Virgin Mary - "The world does not understand the fullness of this mystery, the ramification involved. [Mt. 15:13] You understand for you know the truth. Because it has been revealed to you by the grace of the Father, you know of the coexistence between the Father and the Son as One. When the world perceives this truth, it will be drawn towards the Father, being overwhelmed by the revelation of the perception of this mystery. The day will come my child when the Oneness of the Divinity will be perceived in the world. You will be our instrument to revealing this mystery. Your teachings will be the debates of many years within the Church because of its simplicity. Yet, the greatest Doctors of the Church will be unable to find any flaws within the truth of the Trinity. Then, it will be recognized that you were blessed."
"The new millennia will open with the Father revealing Himself to the world. As the world knows the Son and believes to fully know the Holy Spirit, they will know the Father. Once the Church knows the Father, it will truly know the Holy Spirit, for all are One in harmony, in work and in Divinity. In their Persons, they are Three, each having the fullness of life in Himself and being able to converse with One another as three persons would converse with one another. They coexist in One Divine nature."
"Let it be known my son that the Spirit of my Son Jesus, during His Incarnation, was the same, One and only Holy Spirit of the Father. It would have been undignified to provide Jesus with any lesser than the Father's Holy Spirit. Yet, Jesus was fully man in bodily form with the fullness of God within Him. Through the Holy Spirit, Jesus was in constant communion with the Father as the Second Adam as the first Adam was in communion with the Heavenly Father. It would have been ungodly to provide Jesus with another spirit other than the Holy Spirit of God and then to dispose of the new spirit of the Most High at His death. For the Spirit of the Lord is eternal and Sacred. The Spirit of Jesus was truly the Holy Spirit. Ponder on the teachings of Jesus. In order to be present with all of mankind, did my Son not have to die to free the Holy Spirit so He may indwell within all, His Holy Spirit having greater power than the limitations of His worldly body, the Incarnation of the Divine God?"
"The difficulty that mankind is having at perceiving the truth of the Trinity is in its perception between the Self-Consciousness of God and the life of God in Himself. While all Three Persons of the Trinity have life in Himself, the Son and the Holy Spirit having received life from the Father, the Heavenly Father concurrently shares the fullness of His Self-Consciousness with the Son and the Holy Spirit. In your terms, it would be as if the Heavenly Father implanted His Self-Consciousness within Jesus and the Holy Spirit, both knowing in their Divine Persons that they are God. At the same time, They have life in Themselves, being able to reason and will independently, in Their physical and spiritual Bodies."
"Having existed before the creation of the spiritual worlds, the Heavenly Father Who was not created, nor is of spiritual matter, can take any form. Also, the Holy Spirit Who is spiritual, can take a physical form to reveal Himself. This was seen in the form of the Dove at the Baptism of Jesus. While the Holy Spirit can take a physical form such as the Dove and implant His self- consciousness within the Dove, so can the Heavenly Father take the form of Jesus Christ in His incarnation or the form of the Holy Spirit in the spiritual world, each, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, proceeding from the Father, and having separate life in Themselves." [1998 May 21; 10:10 P.M.]
THE CRUCIFIXION OF THE TRINITY
The Blessed Virgin Mary - "Yes my son, during the Eucharist, you have perceived a great mystery regarding the Sacred Blood of my Son Jesus. The Divine sacrifice of the Blood on the Holy Cross was fulfilled by the Trinity. While my beloved Son gave up His life, His Sacred Body, the Father and the Holy Spirit also suffered greatly. At the end of the Incarnation of Jesus, the indwelling Father was deprived of an earthly life among His people in the Body of the Son. Upon the Words of the Son, the Holy Spirit was released from the Son, ending His coexistence to return to the Heavenly Father. The Holy Spirit suffered the deprivation of coexisting joy in the Trinity in the Person of my beloved Son. The crucifixion of Jesus, my beloved Son, was not only the crucifixion of the Son. It was the crucifixion of the Father and the Holy Spirit because in the body of Jesus lived the fullness of the Godhead. The evil of mankind, the evil of Satan, ended the physical life of my Son on earth, this action also ending the physical life of the Father and the Holy Spirit Who coexisted with, in and through my beloved Son."
"When a priest beholds the Sacred Blood of my Son in his hands during the Eucharist, he beholds the Sacred Blood that marks the removal of the spiritual presence of the Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit from the physical Body of Jesus. This is the true extent of the mystical Blood of the Lord Jesus, He Who is God, Who was, Who is and Who lives forever. Reflect on this wonder my child for the Father and the Holy Spirit rejoice when They too are given recognition for Their Divine participation in the crucifixion. Knowing this my child, ponder on the Resurrection of Jesus and the ramifications that are implied through the Divine Trinity. Ask yourself how the Father and the Holy Spirit were glorified through the Resurrection of my beloved Son. In time, I will tell you more about this great mystery. For now, your have sufficient to grow in the grace of God. I bless you my child in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit." [1998 May 21; 10:10 P.M.]
THE GREATEST FEAST OF JESUS
The Blessed Virgin Mary - "My child, why do you doubt my word? Why do you doubt the Word of my Son Jesus? Were you not told in 1972 that the Greatest Feast of Jesus is the Holy Name of Jesus? You believed but yet you were frustrated because you could not prove it. You have asked a handful of Priests and they all told you that the Resurrection of Jesus is His greatest Feast. My son, they were wrong as I have proven this to you today. Write here the words that I have led you to in the Catholic Catechism."
[Catholic Catechism, # 434: "His [Jesus] Resurrection glorifies the name of the Saviour God, for from that time on it is the name of Jesus that fully manifests the supreme power of the 'name which is above every name.'"]
"My son, what is greater: the Name of my Son or His manifestations? It is His Holy Name. As the Catholic Catechism teaches, His Resurrection glorifies His Name! The greatest Feast of Jesus IS the Holy Name of Jesus as taught in the Catholic Catechism. These words were inspired to the writers of the Catechism twenty years after this truth had been revealed to you. You did not know these words would be written. Do you not believe now? Show this to my son [the spiritual director]. He must learn the truth that the Church teaches."
"Read again the Catholic Catechism [number 964] where I have guided your heart to search today. Does it not say that my role in the Church is inseparable from my union with my beloved Son Jesus? I know that you want all the answers right away. But it is not meant to be at this time. It is sufficient for you to know that my Son and I form the "Dedication of the Holy Church", being inseparable. The truth is gradually being revealed to you. When the time comes, you will obtain all the Divine knowledge regarding this mystery and it will be revealed to the Church. Until then, have patience my child. Continue to pray for the fulfillment of this mystery." [1998 May 28; 10:40 P.M.]
THE BIBLE COURSE ON THE HOLY SPIRIT
The Blessed Virgin Mary - "I know your heart is disappointed with the outcome of the course on the Holy Spirit. [Your spiritual director] will not be satisfied either. It was not inspired from your heart. You tried too much to duplicate the words of the Catholic Catechism in your own words, following their order. You could have done much better by speaking freely from your heart. The Holy Spirit deserves much better and you know it in your heart. That is why you are disappointed. My son, rewrite it in your own inspired style, allowing the Holy Spirit to reveal Himself to you in the order that He knows will impel His children to read, learn and grow in sanctification."
"Yes, they are His children until such time as He leads them to the Lord Jesus Who will present the Church in its fulness to the Heavenly Father. While under the umbrella of the Holy Spirit, being sanctified in Christ, they are the children of the Holy Spirit. Did you not perceive this? That is why you must let the Holy Spirit inspire your writings about Him. It will draw His children to Him, to want to learn more about His mission in the Church." [1998 May 28; 10:40 P.M.]
EXPECT OPPOSITION
The Blessed Virgin Mary - "Tell Father that I am pleased with him. He is following his heart rather than his logic. [.....] In you, he sees the hand of God moving by His Spirit. He perceives the potential fruits of Christ in the work that is about to be accomplished. [.....] In time, others will be called to come to him, to assist him in this great work. You both have yet to perceive what you are embarking on. We in Heaven are with both of you, the saints and angels watching this important moment. This is a turning point in the Church. You will find resistance my sons, great resistance! [Silent voice], you have seen this opposition to your work in the past. Satan will do all he can to prevent this mission from proceeding. It will be too costly to him. Support one another my children and persevere. Heaven is with you. You will be bringing home many souls." [1998 May 28; 10:40 P.M.]
TEACHING IN SIMPLICITY
The Blessed Virgin Mary - "For years, God's children have cried out to Him in prayer, asking why the teachings of the Bible were not simplified so they could understand the teachings of my Son Jesus. The Church has not helped the situation. Some of the older ones in the Church will oppose this simplicity. God is love! The Father calls in love! Jesus died in love! The Holy Spirit is the Mover of love. Together, They will come to my children in this new mission."
"[.....] I leave you with this to reflect upon. Write more often because there is much to tell you. I know that you are waiting for [your spiritual director's] opinion of your spiritual messages before writing more. This last message will confirm to him that you should continue to write, that your messages are divinely inspired. The truth about the Holy Name of Jesus will open his eyes, over and above other things that have opened his eyes during the last few months. To him, this will be a progressive answer to some of his thoughts. [.....]" [1998 May 28; 10:40 P.M.]
LED AWAY IN CHAINS FOR JESUS CHRIST
[The silent voice, deeply disturbed by what he saw in a spiritual experience, was writing it to relate it to his spiritual director.]
While attending the Holy Mass on this date, during the consecration of the Eucharist, on the Most Holy Host, he saw a priest in chains. Dressed in black and wearing a cassock, his hands were tied in front of him with chains. The priest was young and thin, wearing eye glasses and had a clean trimmed beard, narrow along the cheeks. He was being led away by three individuals of latin origin. He strongly felt that what he had just seen was something that would transpire in the future in a South American country.
The silent voice was deeply disturbed because he believed that he had been privileged to see the last moments of a Catholic priest who was called to suffer martyrdom in the Most Holy Name of Jesus. [1998 May 28; 10:58 P.M.]
[As he wrote about the above spiritual experience, the Virgin Mary spoke to him.]
The Blessed Virgin Mary - "Yes, my child, you have seen a Priest led in chains. He will suffer for Christ because he has witnessed where he was not supposed to, according to man. He will join the many saints who are martyrs of the Gospel. Pray for him because he will need strength. Satan cannot be allowed to put fear in him before death. The moment that you saw, he was alone, praying to the Lord to protect him and if necessary, that the Lord's Will be done so others may turn from their evil ways, seeing the light of God. He is frightened my child. Your prayers will bring him the peace and joy of the Lord that you have often enjoyed, giving him the strength to persevere to the end. He is your brother and he needs you. He needs your prayers."
[The silent voice related that the inspirations ended there. All was suddenly very silent like death. The Virgin Mary suddenly withdrew herself. It was a very eerie feeling like he never felt before. It felt like there was a great spiritual sadness - great silence throughout Heaven.]
[Then, through the eye of his spirit, he suddenly saw the angels and saints who were watching. They have great reverence for moments like these. One of their own is about to be elevated, giving his blood for the love of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. The silent voice saw angels lined up with musical instruments, waiting for the moment when the soul and spirit of the priest would be raised to Heaven to be glorified. His inner feelings were mixed. Worldly, he was sad because of what was about to happen. Spiritually, it was a great glory. As the silent voice puts it in his words, "How the human mind is limited in its perception of the spiritual because the worldly opposes it all the time!"] [1998 May 28; 11:10 P.M.]
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